September 05, 2008
Pushing it elsewhere
It is not that I'm not OK. In fact, the way I am, I'm perfectly in my perfect element. As far as I understand, that should mean I'm very OK.
I just do not know and can hardly account for how time has passed this week. Isn't this supposed to be the school holiday week? Didn't I almost so assuredly told some of my friends last week that I'm gonna have more time to catch up for this week?
But, Friday is passing me by now... minutes pushing the hour, pushing the day. And I have barely checked away the boxes of what I thought I would be able to. Not enough time for everyone, it seems. Not my parents, not my friends, not myself. Not enough sleep too. Or, maybe, that's enough. Just that I could always, always do with more. More sleep, more time and chances to dream that veryvery good dream.
As a result, I spend whatever time I have left to myself thinking about where time has gone. Inevitably, feeling puzzled and just slightly upset that this week continues to fly past me.
My irritability. Of course, I blame it on the hormones too.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 23:25